This isn't easy. And it's actually kind of foolish. Juvenile. But since I know you read this last time -- and since I doubt anyone else does read it -- I'm hoping the same will happen now.
I don't understand what's happened. I know I've been deeply involved in my work, and I know we haven't really had time to go out and have fun since San Diego. But that can't be it, can it? We were proceeding along, getting closer, getting really serious...
...and now? I don't get it. There was the hiccup with the credit card, and I still totally believe it wasn't you. Truly, I should never have accused you of that. I could blame the stress of OSHII but that would also be unfair.
But I do feel -- genuinely and as maturely as possible -- that you are avoiding me. Or, if not me, something about me. Why can't we talk about it? Is there something I don't know? Do you disapprove of the work I'm doing, the progress I'm making? What is it?
(I had to retype a lot of this due to losing the first draft; system freaked out between 1pm and 2pm. Totally annoying, so I apologize if this came out at all wrong.)
(Also, IM my "play" account if you need to. I don't mind interrupting the game to talk there.)
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