Great mystery

J.C.'s theology stuff goes right over my head, but it does kind of entice me. I won't pretend to understand it or even fall for it. But the passion he shows! He's no God-freak, but, wow, the way his eyes light up when talking about all the debates and arguments and theories...!

I wish I could get as excited about my tech. I mean, it's going great, but it generally annoys me more that I can't figure out certain parts of it than take pleasure in its great mystery. Beta is sucking it all down beautifully, but it goes weirdly sluggish at one time and then totally non-responsive at another.

(Jaime Bamber's going to be on the U.K. Law & Order! Frakkin' awesome!)

Second try

Okay, trying this again, though it still seems foolish. I never kept a diary as a girl. It seemed really pointless and a bit narcissistic. Why not keep your secrets, you know, secret?

Anyhow, the point for all this: Work has been going gangbusters...but it's perplexing. There have been all kinds of spikes that I can't account for. The diagnostics on this beta project promise some excellent results. But if it's not reasonably predictable, I may have to rewind a bit.

Gah! Is Smallville on tonight?

Starting off

J.C. suggested that I do this, but it feels kind of foolish. It's a good outlet, he says. Kind of primitive, but that's the beauty, he claims. I won't go all bells-and-whistles with it. Also, he knows I'd never stick with a paper book diary. And since no one would ever read this drivel, it's as good as private. Who'd be pathetic enough to read it?

But I really don't have much to say.