Aback Elms information?

Writing from the Orange Computer and Cake Cafe in Brooklyn.
Can no longer use my home equipment. It's -- wrong.
All my resources are blocked. This is desperation.

All I know is: Aback Elms. A company? A person? Something else?

Please, ANYONE, help!

miriam cannot come to the computer right now

Please Respond

This isn't easy. And it's actually kind of foolish. Juvenile. But since I know you read this last time -- and since I doubt anyone else does read it -- I'm hoping the same will happen now.

I don't understand what's happened. I know I've been deeply involved in my work, and I know we haven't really had time to go out and have fun since San Diego. But that can't be it, can it? We were proceeding along, getting closer, getting really serious...

...and now? I don't get it. There was the hiccup with the credit card, and I still totally believe it wasn't you. Truly, I should never have accused you of that. I could blame the stress of OSHII but that would also be unfair.

But I do feel -- genuinely and as maturely as possible -- that you are avoiding me. Or, if not me, something about me. Why can't we talk about it? Is there something I don't know? Do you disapprove of the work I'm doing, the progress I'm making? What is it?

(I had to retype a lot of this due to losing the first draft; system freaked out between 1pm and 2pm. Totally annoying, so I apologize if this came out at all wrong.)

(Also, IM my "play" account if you need to. I don't mind interrupting the game to talk there.)

Round Two

Been so busy. Gamma is flying! I almost totally forgot about this blog, things are going so well.

And J.C.'s thinking of moving in. Don't tell his folks!

Sad landmarks

I can't believe he's been dead four months now. I also can't believe they're thinking of making a movie out of Foundation. What is the world coming to?

SAN DIEGO WAS INCREDIBLE!

Fix-Ups

We've reached a reconciliation. J.C. doesn't seem to have had anything to do with the cards. That was my mistake. I should I have filed for identity theft or something rather than throw accusations at him. (Though, if he says one thing about PMS, I'll knock him on his student-of-divinity ass.)

I am feeling better, though. Made major headway with alpha-turned-gamma. Major headway. It's huge, really, and leagues ahead of where I was with beta. I mean, it's not working as intuitively, and there are still those power spikes (internally, not Gridpoint). But it's a whole new game now!

Best of all, J.C.'s making up for it by taking me to Comic-Con!! Woohoo!!

(And I know exactly the costume I'm going to wear.)